Friday, December 4, 2009

DOWN BUT NOT OUT

How hard could it be? I always have ideas, thoughts racing in my head. I am a helpless romantic, I know how I want my hero and heroine to be. I will write a romantic suspense novel, it should not be so hard since quantity will matter, not quality. Participating in NaNoWriMo will be a piece of cake...a walk in the park. With all this confidence, I was pumped and ready to go. I can do this, let words flow freely from my brain, through the pen, to the paper. My story will be captivating and engaging to the reader.

Now, I know all this was wishful thinking. As each day went by last month, I got major writer's block and discouragement took over. No tips or words of support helped. I felt like such a failure...I let down my readers. Am I really even a writer? Who am I fooling? If I can't even put random words together to build a story, do I have the right to call myself a writer? Self-doubt filled my mind and made my heart heavy. I did not succeed in my quest to write 50,000 words (175 pages) in 30 days. However, I have learned from this experience, and I will not hesitate next year to participate again. Here are some things I will do differently:

1. Prepare an outline of the novel I want to write the month before NaNoWriMo

2. Have 30 pages (representing a chapter a day)in a notebook or binder. Each page will have a few lines describing the chapter and I will use this as a writing prompt.

3. Form a writing group. Meet once a week before the month of November to go over story line and get constructive criticism on the outline. Afterwards, support each other to reach the 50,0000 word writing goal.

4. Keep up with the word count each day. Do not deviate from it, write more, not less.

5. Connect with past participants and current participants throughout the month for support, writing tips and advice.

6. Do not give up! Put to rest the inner critic and write, write, write.

Writing is my passion. It was a big setback for me not making it through NaNoWriMo, however, I will not let it defeat me.

What was your experience with National Novel Writing Month?

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6 comments:

septembermom said...

Ana, you're a superstar! (That's my son's favorite word these days.) You can get anything done. I love all your planning and advice. Continued good luck with your writing.

Maria I. Morgan said...

It's refreshing to know that other writer's miss their goals occasionally too. I love your determination to have a different outcome next year! You've even put together a 'plan' of how you will succeed! That's 3/4 of the battle! God bless!

Ana - The Writer Today said...

@septembermom
Thank you for your kind words of encouragement! I really appreciate it.

Ana - The Writer Today said...

@Maria
Thank you for your support. I am determined to make it all the way through next year.

Free-Fallin' said...

hey, just chanced upon your blog and i'm glad to know there are people in blogoshere who suffer from writer's block. i thought it was only me! i'll shall go through your posts to know more of your writings and see if you're really the "superstar"....;) but do keep writing!!

Ana - The Writer Today said...

@Free-Fallin'
Thank you for visiting my blog. I hope you like what you read. I welcome any constructive criticism, tips and/or suggestions.